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Life of Unknown

 On 1/1/2019, As soon as I finished my last paper for my final exam during this semester, I was literally flying coming out from the examination hall. Today I was sleeping at 5am, just to do last minute cramming for this subject. And finally, I am free with everything!

I rushed back to my dormitory so that I could help to celebrate my friends' birthdays and we got to play flour around! We were having so much fun and we felt so tiring running around and chasing each other for the 'flour fight'. Eventually, we sat down and had a picnic, eating and chatting around. All my friends are Malay friends mostly came from Kelantan, which gave me difficulty to catch up what they said, or somewhat I just did not care and laugh along when they did. But I was so happy that the birthday babies loved it and we got to share around the love and the surprises.

After having a shower, I was definitely planning to hit on the bed for my own hibernation. Suddenly, I remembered that I promised a friend to watch the 'Bumblebee' movie and I was so sleepy but yet changed my clothes and went down to meet him. By the way, the movie was so good. The flow, story line and the characters were brought out so good and the humor was on point. After the movie, since I suggested not to go back earlier, we were just driving around and singing karaoke for like, 2 hours? We were definitely getting drunk by all the One Direction, Bruno Mars and The Vamps' beautiful voices! Right after back to my room, I definitely did not get the chance to sleep first, because a long talk with my bestie is a 'MUST' after so long. The time I really slept, I definitely was drifting off to be just like a PIG! (it's a pig year this time)

I thought waking up naturally but then you know what, life just really can threw you off really hard. Last night I was talking with my brother wishing him to fetch me back to Ipoh, my hometown but we did not really reach an agreement. So when in the morning he called me that he reached at my place, I was so shocked that I jumped off from my bed. He said he was at the parking lot and ready to pick me up NOW!

I hate him at that moment and rushed down to meet him first. I explained to him that I need to clear up my room before going back, which can literally take up to 3 hours, normally. He did not care and wanted me to come back down like 30 minutes after cleaning up. I was so panic that I used what supposedly 3-4 hours tidying ended to be 1 hour 30 minutes clearing up. I was startled of my own capability too, sometimes. Then it was where I ended up with - Penang, after a long road trip, that told me that life was full of surprises and unknown, because  my brother did not freaking let me back yet until the other day. So, bye for now. I am heading to enjoy my day in this historic and urbanized city.

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